STARSEED:  Loneliness of Light Worker.  Many of you desire to become a psychic medium, spiritual healer and/or light worker.  Be aware that if you truly are one, you might feel very lonely at times and perhaps most of the time.

Why?  Because you are different than most.  Yes, you are.  The normal day to day rushing and running after material acquisitions, sensual pleasures and common accomplishments just does NOT resonate for you.  You might find it clearing to be alone, but then at same time needing the company of others.

I have been walking this path my entire life.  Like a tight rope I have tried to find the balance between being like everyone else and being me.  I have found this challenging.  I believe the first step to living successfully on earth as an old soul, who has come to serve, is to first accept this mission with great gratitude, joy and acknowledgement that you signed up for this because you knew you could handle it.

As well, it is most important to believe that you do not need to be like everyone else to get love, feel connected and play in the field of fun which earth presents.  You can have a life.  You can have fun and you can make soulful connections with others even though you are not the same.

I am still trying to learn this lesson.  Right now I would say I am at the introductory portion of learning, for it took me many years before I realized and accepted I was different.  I fought who I was and tried to blend.  Didn’t work very well.

I used to get criticized because I was very sensitive.  Then I found it difficult to socialize within the corporate culture, or any sub culture, where honesty and openness was not the first policy.  People who put on a front, bored, actually even repelled me.

As I now “own” who I am, I meet some who are intimidated by my work.  Not sure why this is so because I do personally LOVE my work!

Guess this is because most people just can’t handle the idea that someone can talk to dead people.  On television this is a fun and entertaining thing to say but in real life, well, it intimidates many.  At times I have had to withstand others labeling me very unflattering titles.

STARSEED:  Loneliness of Light Worker.  Here are some ideas on how to handle your sense of loneliness as a light worker.

1.  Be honest.  Tell others what you do using day to day analogies which make it familiar, fun and friendly to them such as, “I holistic healer,” rather than say, “I talk to dead people.”  Easier introduction to what you do.

2.  Self accept.  I think one of the most important things a person can do is first accept them self.  Once they do all others seem to follow that example, thus loving you just as you love yourself.

3.  Limit contact with others who do not understand.  Increase contact with those that do.  It only makes sense to choose to be around like minded souls especially for love life.  Choose from the pool of individuals most like you for closer connections.  You will find this very peaceful, nurturing and productive in general.

STARSEED:  Loneliness of Light Worker .  Well, there you have it.  A plan to be who you are on an earth that is not like you.

Spirit Medium Laura